“I lost the battle, but I will win the war.” I tell myself that everyday. It’s supposed to be a constant reminder that I’m strong, but it has the opposite effect on me. If I have to remind myself that I can do something, doesn’t that mean I can’t do it? If I could do it, I would just do it. That is the way it works, right? I don’t understand how constantly telling myself something I don’t believe will change anything. I always expect myself to raise the white flag. I’m not built for this kind of battle. I guess no one is built for this battle though. Everyone evolves into someone that can. Maybe my evolution is just late. It needs to hurry up because life doesn’t wait for anyone.
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