alone.

I’ve never felt so alone in my life. My best friend hates me. The only person that I really connect to is on the other side of the country. I like a guy, but we aren’t gonna get into that mess. All you gotta know is that IS NOT happening. Anyway, I’ve felt lonely for like half of my life. I was so caught up in my feels that I didn’t appreciate who was around me. They’ve been taken away from me now, and I just wish they would come back.

*these are just my thoughts right now. that’s the point of “emo elegance”, and i am not asking for attention.*

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Noah Purser View All →

I’m just a dood tryna figure myself out. I write about shows, movies, the LGBTQ+ community, Pop Culture, and my original fiction work!!

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  1. It will get better! I know hearing that means nothing right now, but just keep being hopeful. And with friends, they come and go but sometimes theres always ways to fix friendships depending on what happened. Im not sure how old you are, but I’m in my late 20s and finding friends wasnt as easy as it was back in school. So adult life can get pretty lonely at times. But maybe try doing some extracurricular activities if you have time. Meet new people and hey, maybe even a partner! Either way, it WILL get better. Might just take some time. But if you ever need or want to talk I’d be willing to listen. :]

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    • I’m about to be 19 and freshly out of high school so I know that’s a weird time for friendships. I just really hope it ends soon!! Thank you though 🙂 I’m hoping for a partner soon. It’s not something I’ll force, but I am down for it. The guy I mention in this is definitely someone I really like, but I’m trying to accept that won’t happen. Anyway, thank you so much!!! I appreciate this. 🙂 Your words mean a lot even if my brain tries feeding me negative thoughts ahaha 🙂

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