Category: Sad Boi Hours

Small-Town Boy Volume 1

Small-town boy in a big arcadeI got addicted to a losing gameAll of the love, once full, has frayedThe Cupid must have really bad aim *I know this is short, it is part of a bigger story. I will post volumes of my Small-Town Boy series about once a week along with my weekly post.…

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im too delicate.

I’m torn apartLike a sheet of paper.Ripped to shredsAs I try gluing the pieces back together. “I’m proud of you” my parents say,But how can they be proud?I’m weaker than paper,But built from something stronger than wood. It’s like I am the next graded testWaiting for the shredder’s next appearance.I’m just waiting for that student,The…

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im a lover.

They all tell me I don’t need anyone to be happy, but loneliness tears me down so what other choice do I have? I need a shoulder to cry on. I need someone I know I can call at 2 am. I need someone that can make me smile by just a touch. I need…

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history is useful.

One bad day can kill.It can kill your hopes and dreams.It can kill your smilesAnd replace them with frowns.But there’s something history class taught me:You can lose a battleBut still win the war.

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im a scared puppet.

Have you ever sat back, and looked at how successful everyone around you is? Everyone is going for something, but here you are letting everything else guide you. Your anxiety and everyone else’s needs consume you. You push all of your needs aside because someone needs something. Or maybe your mom doesn’t feel like taking…

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alone.

I’ve never felt so alone in my life. My best friend hates me. The only person that I really connect to is on the other side of the country. I like a guy, but we aren’t gonna get into that mess. All you gotta know is that IS NOT happening. Anyway, I’ve felt lonely for…

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little paragraphs my doodz

I like to say I am happy, but I’m not. Life breaks me down like my body breaks down carbohydrates. Every day, a new problem pops up like a pimple. It’s a never ending cycle of disappointment, but sometimes, the cycle breaks. I smile and the happiest soundtrack ever begins to play. The birds chirp…

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The Ambiguity of Life

Life is ambiguous. It can be my worst nightmare Or it can be a fairytale. There’s not much I can do, But try reaching the Beast to my Beauty Or the Prince Charming to my Cinderella. Knowing my luck, The best I’ll do Is find the Joker to my Harley Quinn.

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Expectations of Today

As the leaves crunch beneath me, And the Fall weather begins to linger, I think of how I let myself down. I thought I’d be going to college, I thought I’d have my license, I thought I would be someone. But I’m still lost in the maze. The maze we call life, And I don’t…

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