Tag: depression

im ok.

If you haven’t gathered from my very depressing posts, 2019 was a bad year for me. As far as I can remember, I’ve never had a year as bad as 2019. There was so much stress, heartbreak, and long nights that a lot of it is honestly a blur. I thought about listing what happened,…

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a glass box.

Have you ever felt trapped in a glass box while everyone’s success surrounds you? You’re stuck while everyone reaches for the sky. All you can do is watch. You try convincing yourself that you will be that person one day, but years go by and you realize you were lying to yourself. You are still…

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One Person Battle

Everyone talks, but they never do.“I’ll help you” but you don’t.“I’ll do it” but I do.“I’m here for you” but you’re not. We are alone in this war we call life.No one can help us move forward but ourselves.We all say we will help,But our battles aren’t fought with armies. It’s a one person battle…

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F*CK ANXIETY

As he walks up to me, anxiety, my closest friend, says hi. Hands shake. Voice Breaks, Heart skips. Tears drip. I want to talk to him, but I can’t. Anxiety wants my attention. I really wish I could get his name, but I am distracted. I can’t do anything I want to do. I can…

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little paragraphs my doodz

I like to say I am happy, but I’m not. Life breaks me down like my body breaks down carbohydrates. Every day, a new problem pops up like a pimple. It’s a never ending cycle of disappointment, but sometimes, the cycle breaks. I smile and the happiest soundtrack ever begins to play. The birds chirp…

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The Ambiguity of Life

Life is ambiguous. It can be my worst nightmare Or it can be a fairytale. There’s not much I can do, But try reaching the Beast to my Beauty Or the Prince Charming to my Cinderella. Knowing my luck, The best I’ll do Is find the Joker to my Harley Quinn.

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Expectations of Today

As the leaves crunch beneath me, And the Fall weather begins to linger, I think of how I let myself down. I thought I’d be going to college, I thought I’d have my license, I thought I would be someone. But I’m still lost in the maze. The maze we call life, And I don’t…

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