Tag: essay

im a scared puppet.

Have you ever sat back, and looked at how successful everyone around you is? Everyone is going for something, but here you are letting everything else guide you. Your anxiety and everyone else’s needs consume you. You push all of your needs aside because someone needs something. Or maybe your mom doesn’t feel like taking…

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Roommate (Sincerely Scary)

As I begin to fall asleep, I feel your fingers on my feet. I’ll admit that it tickles, but I try hiding it. Your fingers move up to my legs. I start to feel uncomfortable, but I am used to it by now. I then feel your warm breath against my ear. I try to…

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little paragraphs my doodz

I like to say I am happy, but I’m not. Life breaks me down like my body breaks down carbohydrates. Every day, a new problem pops up like a pimple. It’s a never ending cycle of disappointment, but sometimes, the cycle breaks. I smile and the happiest soundtrack ever begins to play. The birds chirp…

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Pretend

My thoughts are weighing on me Like a ton of bricks on my shoulders. My brain is in sudden shock every morning Because I realize I have to start my day. I have to walk outside the house and pretend. My fake smile can’t fool everyone forever. My fake confidence can’t soar much longer. All…

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We’re All Temporary

Nothing is permanent in a temporary life. That tattoo that you begged your mom to pay for is temporary. That scar on your knee from baseball is temporary. That smile that people claim is painted on your face is temporary. We’re all temporary figures in a temporary playground. We will get thrown around, and eventually,…

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Battlefield

“I lost the battle, but I will win the war.” I tell myself that everyday. It’s supposed to be a constant reminder that I’m strong, but it has the opposite effect on me. If I have to remind myself that I can do something, doesn’t that mean I can’t do it? If I could do…

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