Tag: inspiration

Small-Town Boy Volume 1

Small-town boy in a big arcadeI got addicted to a losing gameAll of the love, once full, has frayedThe Cupid must have really bad aim *I know this is short, it is part of a bigger story. I will post volumes of my Small-Town Boy series about once a week along with my weekly post.…

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Occhi Blu

I was complimented on my eyes yesterday, but I didn’t say anything. I stared at them with my “beautiful blue eyes” instead of thanking them. I just don’t see the appeal in blue eyes. Maybe it’s because the same man I got my blue eyes from is the same man that left my mom weeks…

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im ok.

If you haven’t gathered from my very depressing posts, 2019 was a bad year for me. As far as I can remember, I’ve never had a year as bad as 2019. There was so much stress, heartbreak, and long nights that a lot of it is honestly a blur. I thought about listing what happened,…

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One Person Battle

Everyone talks, but they never do.“I’ll help you” but you don’t.“I’ll do it” but I do.“I’m here for you” but you’re not. We are alone in this war we call life.No one can help us move forward but ourselves.We all say we will help,But our battles aren’t fought with armies. It’s a one person battle…

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im a lover.

They all tell me I don’t need anyone to be happy, but loneliness tears me down so what other choice do I have? I need a shoulder to cry on. I need someone I know I can call at 2 am. I need someone that can make me smile by just a touch. I need…

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history is useful.

One bad day can kill.It can kill your hopes and dreams.It can kill your smilesAnd replace them with frowns.But there’s something history class taught me:You can lose a battleBut still win the war.

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im a scared puppet.

Have you ever sat back, and looked at how successful everyone around you is? Everyone is going for something, but here you are letting everything else guide you. Your anxiety and everyone else’s needs consume you. You push all of your needs aside because someone needs something. Or maybe your mom doesn’t feel like taking…

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little paragraphs my doodz

I like to say I am happy, but I’m not. Life breaks me down like my body breaks down carbohydrates. Every day, a new problem pops up like a pimple. It’s a never ending cycle of disappointment, but sometimes, the cycle breaks. I smile and the happiest soundtrack ever begins to play. The birds chirp…

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